Love/Hate

Love/Hate

Written By N.Browman for This Is NGENIUS MUZICK U Listenin II!

[Music Starts]

[n]-TALKING

Turn the music up... Turn the music up please?

Okay... Right there.

It's just a...

Its just a FLY love song...

It's just a... [It's just a...] its just a fly love/hate song...

Ok... Turn me up in the headphones...

Perfect... Let's go.

[1st Verse]

Dear Y.O.U, I'm writing a lil letter

Filling out the lines as if we weren't together

Remember? You said you could promise me FOREVER

I text and I call to get no answer...

You say that I've changed girl, well maybe I've changed girl...

When I was younger, I wasn't concerned wit alot, but now I got so much in my world

Playing phone tag, arguements thru texts...

All these guessing games, who am I to know what's next?

You got a LOVE that I can't ever FORGET...

You bring me to CLIMAX... without SEX.

You're a DRUG, You're my addiction...

I'm withdrawing, Doctor fill my prescription

Don't need DRAKE to say you are the best

Just bring that LOVE back like a bounced check

I'm so confused: One minute I adore you, the other detest...

I love you one moment and I hate you the next....

But I-

[HOOK]

I love you, you, you... But at times I hate you, you, you...

I said girl I LOVE YOU, you, you... But now I hate you, you, you...

I think you LOVE me too, too, too... But now you hate too, too, too...

It's HARD to love you... but is EASY to hate you...

So what we gon do, do, do?

So now we like DAMN, DAMN, DAMN...

Now we like DAMN, DAMN, DAMN...

[2nd Verse]

Now give me the 808 for a minute...

Turn the lights low, lets talk for a second...

One minute I hate you, cause you got my mind stressing...

The next I love you, now we in the room undressing...

Show me you want it girl, I need an expression

On your body I leave an impression

You bring me to an indescribable heaven

And then you leave me swallowing a bottle of EXCEDRIN...

A sick sense of affection

Sucker for punishment, you're my obsession...

I wonder if this is all a LESSON

I dont if LOVING you is a CURSE or a BLESSING

But girl-

[HOOK]

I love you, you, you... But at times I hate you, you, you...

I said girl I LOVE YOU, you, you... But now I hate you, you, you...

I think you LOVE me too, too, too... But now you hate too, too, too...

It's HARD to love you... but is EASY to hate you...

So what we gon do, do, do?

So now we like DAMN, DAMN, DAMN...

Now we like DAMN, DAMN, DAMN...

[3rd Verse]

Come here lil mama... Hold up, back away lil mama...

Don't keep me waiting lil mama... I'm sorry I hating you again lil mama...

If I had it my way lil mama... I'd date ya everyday lil mama....

I cant wait, I'm sorry... Lay down, take my apology...

You know how I go lil mama...

Put it down, eat it up like a straight pirana...

Take that flower... Face that flower...

Take my heart and never give it back is what you do...

you, you, you...

So what we gonna do, do, do?

I have ya heart and I'll never give it back to you, you, you...

See girl-

[HOOK]

I love you, you, you... But at times I hate you, you, you...

I said girl I LOVE YOU, you, you... But now I hate you, you, you...

I think you LOVE me too, too, too... But now you hate too, too, too...

It's HARD to love you... but is EASY to hate you...

So what we gon do, do, do?

So now we like DAMN, DAMN, DAMN...

Now we like DAMN, DAMN, DAMN...

[N]-Talking.

Ay, Bubba... let me hear that... let me get that guitar back...

Yeah, right there...

This is a love/hate song...

One minute I love you, the next minute I hate you...

Men, you know what I'm saying... Ladies, you feel me too.

They just got that power to make you love em and hate em at the same time...

Ay Bubba, let me um... Get that back after the first hook.

Were we recording the adlibs?

Oh really?

We just gon let it burn on out...

Light up that philly, that swisher... that incense...

turn the lights down low...

Vibe on out...

Just fade me out... yeah...

What we gon' do?....

What we gon' do?....

What we gon' do?....

Baby...

What we gon' do?....

[End]

Fireworks

Fireworks

Written by N.Browman for This is NGENIUS MUZICK U Listenin II!

Produced by NB for Starship Nterprise Productions

[Music]

[N]-Talking

Yo... Turn my... Turn the headphones up a lil bit.

Turn me down... I'ma need for all the lights to go out for a minute...

I mean all the lights...

I want it dark in here...

[N]

Paparazzi flash bulbs still shining bright

I'm amazed, I'm still surprised by all the flashing lights

I used to watch TV and pray for the life

Where everybody knows your name and random girls wanna spend the night

I'm tryna maintain, sometimes I even feel I might

Sometimes I wanna call H.E.R, but each time doesn't feel right

Sade say "Love is stronger than pride", I shrug it off like aiight

This is a preview of every nights plight

So I spill each thought in every line I write

Minds racing at a fever pitch, so I gotta keep it tight

Each moment feels like I'm closer to going berserk

Then I think of you and my brain goes off like a firework...

[HOOK]

So light the fuse, keep it away from my eyes

Hold it for a sec and watch the string ignite

This tension is building- keep it at a safe distance

I'm bout to blow- I hope you all enjoy the show

These memories of you are like FIREWORKS in the sky

Different shapes, different colors opens up my eyes...

[2nd verse coming soon]...

[PAGING] Najee Browman... [PAGING] Najee Browman...

I want you to know that I got your email. It's not that the only way you can get thru to me is thru texting me, its just that sometimes I get so tied up in my day. But you probably think I don't care. You think that I want to hear that you're in bed crying? No. I don't. It's so crazy that everybody in some way or another has said I've changed. I don't get it... but maybe what everybody says is true. Maybe I have changed. And not a lot of people like the person I've become. Not everybody likes this NEW Najee. I never for once realized how the change in me has hurt you. The Najee you used to know is still there... He's still the same guy who adores you, loves you... You still are the voice I only want to hear... But there's something new inside... A Najee 2.0 if you will. This Najee has so much on his plate that the previous version never had before. It seems like there's so much to do and so little time that at times even he loses himself. This is no excuse, for there are times such as weekends I become preoccupied with life here in California. There are also times where I can't talk, or lose track of time... and in turn it hurts you: The most important girl in my life. To a point to now you feel as if you're put on the back burner, as if I've abandoned you. I dont know what's goin on, there's so much that I've missed... I can barely keep up with my life as well as yours...

The military isn't ALL I care about, but it is a PRIORITY. And sometimes it grabs hold and makes me forget about all thats around me... I never expected to like it the way I do: The good and bad things about it. And its hard for me as well, because you're not here to share it with me. I feel as if, even if I explained it to you... no matter how hard you would try to follow... I'd lose you. I feel sometimes I have nothing to talk about... I don't wanna just sit on the phone and hear you breathe... I want more. I've become accustomed to wanting more... I want you here... I want you beside me... Sometimes the phone isn't enough... So I suggested a webcam. You haven't even gotten that... I try to meet halfway only to come up short. Everything good seems to go away... And now that in a week that I go to the field for a week, what will we do then? FOUR or FIVE days without hearing from me. I don't feel as if we have space between us, its like a black hole. But I ask, how can I fix things? You say return the man who makes you laugh and cry... He's still here. You want your friend... I'm still that guy. But the Najee before let too many people run over him, he was once weak... He was once unsure of himself. He let too much of his feelings get the best of him. He relied on [FEAR]... But the Najee now has so many opportunities ahead of him, so many possibilities... Wouldn't you be proud of me? From where I came from to now? I was once HOMELESS and now I look at mountains... I see Palm trees and sunlight. Going thru these things changed alot of things in me. I'm afraid to get back to that point, so I work myself hard. My past haunts me. I'm still scared... but I'm working on that. The Najee you know hasn't gone away, but he's trying to improve himself... he's trying to be a better man for Portia, for Naeshawn... For NAJEE...

I apologize for putting you thru these things. It wasn't my intention. I dont slip I LOVE YOU's in to keep you here. Its cause I mean it... I still gotta get used to this relationship/military thing... Please bear with me... Don't count me out yet.

i love you.

I'm still hypnotized...

So don't force yourself to believe he's coming back... cause he will...

[PAGING] Najee Browman...

[PAGING] Najee Browman...

[PAGING] Najee Browman...

[PAGING] Najee Browman, your party is waiting for you...

I'm here... where are you?

[PAGING] Portia James...